Friday, March 19, 2010

Favorite Boxers from My Neighborhood













The Best
Nonito Donaire(left) from SanLeandro

Andre Ward(right) from Oakland/Hayward

Reminiscing the Old Favorites




(R.I.P Seba Jun)

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Reocurring dreams

Being chased
"To dream that you are being chased, signifies that you are avoiding a situation that you do not think is conquerable. It is often a metaphor for some form of insecurity"


"Chase dreams are one of several common dream themes, stemming from feelings of anxiety in your waking life"

"Your actions in the dream parallel how you would respond to pressure and cope with fears, stress or various situations in your waking life." "The pursuer or attacker who is chasing you in your dream may also represent an aspect of yourself. Your own feelings of anger, jealousy, fear, and possibly love, can manifest itself as the threatening figure."

Losing/decaying teeth

"To dream that you have rotten or decaying teeth, forewarns that your health and/or business is in jeopardy."

source: dreammoods.com

And another one.

Wow. Another bad day. They just keep coming don't they? Things don't seem to get any better.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Reality

I finally found out why i've been so different lately. I found out why i've been so frustrated. I have never really thought of it until now. It is because I am trying to hide from reality. Worries are worries. You cannot tell yourself to forget about them. Positive thinking always helps, but they don't get rid of your troubles. People tend to make themselves feel better by lying and telling themselves that everything is going to be okay, but in reality, you never know what will/can happen. It's really up to God. He decides on what is going to happen.
I've been clingy for company lately. Clingy to the people that can make me happy. The people that can make me laugh and smile even through these days. I apologize for being annoying. When someone has nothing to do at all, especially at home, they tend to think about a lot of things. I know I do. When you start thinking about something, you start to think of other things, such as the troubles you are going through. Sometimes it's bad to think too much. That's why nowadays, I've played the role of "that annoying person that keeps calling". hah. That's also why I've asked for a lot of attention. I have never really complained for attention before until now.
I'm going to contradict myself, by saying that worrying and thinking too much about problems that you cannot do anything about, is probably my worst habit. Plus, it's not good for you, and is considered a sin. God does not want you to worry. If you pray to Him, and trust Him, everything will be fine. It's the truth.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

I just joined the guessing game

-I just lost all my respect for you. I completely trusted you and you took advantage of it.

-I thought you were really cool at first, but you just pissed me off. And be a little more legit.

-Why did we drift apart? Maybe one day we'll all get back together. Just letting you know, I'm always looking out for you. (creepy hahaha)

-Where have you been?? I guess since you're happy now you don't need me.

-Man im hella jealous of you. You know how long I've wanted to do that??? hahah. I'll still whoop you.

-I've taken advantage of you, and you know it, but you still continue to let me. You're a true brotha.

-You changed my life so much in so little time. You changed everything. I'm thankful.

-What happened to us? I guess distance does really change things.

-I hope you find you're way back. Stop taken them. We still care.

-You're one of the few that i actually still trust. I can tell you anything even if we don't talk as much. Bestfriends til' death mah nigga. hahah