Staring at my ceiling

A few weeks ago, i told myself that my life sucked. Now i feel stupid for saying that. I thought about it. Thinking by myself at night staring at the ceiling, helps me a lot haha. I tend to think a lot..maybe too much. I'm a complainer and that is the truth. After all those hours spent in my room alone, I resulted to the conclusion that i have everything I need. I don't need fighting classes, or more money, or a house...... okay i take that back, maybe I DO need a house after all, but the point is, I cant really ask for anything more. I got what I need. I'm so thankful for the things i have. I probably say that all the time, but its forreal. After all those times i felt like i had no one, i realized that i have everyone that matters. The friends that I grew up with (and now are in their own separate ways) have always been here for me. My teachers once told me that college is where you will find your real friends, and that your friends now will only go away after a certain phase of your life. Now I'm forsure that was all bulllcrap. We may not be smart in spending our time equally with each other(because we're so busy now), but whenever we're in need, we are always there for each other. Sometimes we don't talk for months, but we always come to each other's rescue. And You.....yea without you I would not even be thinking this positive. I know at times we get irritated of each other and we end up fighting, but no matter how angry I get, I know that I'm just so happy because you're in my life because I will never find anyone else better than you. You make me a happier and better person. And as for the people at home......oh man i seriously want to get away from your annoying selves, but I will always love you guys unconditionally. We never have/had perfect chemistry with each other, but just the fact that we care for each other, makes us into a great family.
These people have made my life amazing, and will continue to be with me. Why do i believe that? It's because I know we will all stay together, because we are all connected. The reason why we remain so close, and will always be close to each other, is because of God. I thought about it, and God is the one that kept/keeps us together because we are all close to Him. The problems of this world cant touch me as long as I have you guys.






PS: it does not mean i wont complain anymore:)

:(

2 months left? Who knows. Bye bye McClure. It was nice staying here in your safe ass gated community.

I better get my own room lol.

For the few that care....

Update.

February and March = Crap

Current Mood = GooooooOoooOOoooooOD!

Everything seems to be in place again..........Well, almost.

I thank The Father for helping me, and for all the ones who stayed by my side, especially my bestfriends. And thank YOU for making me the happiest guy ever.

PS
School sucks balls