Thursday, December 31, 2009

New Years Resolution

-Keep the Car Passer, bring back the BFB$

-Make her smile and laugh

-Join a fighting gym/work out

-Get a job/become less lazy

-Move out to SF/ transfer to SSF locale

-More faith :)

-Make her smile and laugh even more

gooooooood!

Sunday, December 27, 2009

2009

This year has been like a rollerco..........this year has been full of ups and downs............eww scratch that. hella cliche.

This year has been a good year overall.
Despite the miserable first half(or first 8 months?), 2009 was still an awesome, important year thanks to the last few months with all the support from my family and friends(not including my school teachers lol).
I realized how thankful I should be, looking at everything that God has given me. Everything seems "perfect" right now. The kind of perfect that blends with reality. I could never have imagined myself being as happy as I am right now. God gave me a new bestfriend this year. The kind of friend that I always needed. The kind of friend that makes you smile all the time.

The kind of friend that makes you happy.



This is perfect for a good start next year, where I know many more blessings will come.

Friday, November 13, 2009

i have...

..never been this happy :)

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

"Charles, The Happy Elephant" by Mark Lagman

(based on a true story)


(im saaaaaad one)

Once upon a time, there was a sad blue elephant named Charles. He was not the happiest elephant in town. He always looked for happiness but he never knew where to find it. To make him happy, Charles' parents one day spoiled him with a really nice hat and Charles was very amazed, and lived happily ever after..........well not really.





After a few days, he was back to his old, sad self. Charles' new hat was something very nice, but it was not special because it did not give him happiness.

Charles then looked for other things to make him happy. One day he met this hippo who was hippin around town. Charles ended up becoming friends with her, but in the end she just laughed at him and made him sad. Then, one time he met this nice turtle but in the end he was still sad because she was too small and they were completely different.
(uhmmmm....not goood)

Charles basically gave up with other animals, and cared less about all the cool stuff his parents got him. Those things never put away his sadness. Then one day, something fantastic happened. Charles fell for this female elephant named Charla. Charla was perfect! Charles suddenly became the happiest blue elephant in the universe. Charles and Charla were really happy. Charles would have never imagined that something this amazing would ever happen to him. Charles was no longer a sad blue elephant. He was now a Happy joyful good one blue cheerful mammal goooder elephant in the whole universe! They both lived happily ever after gooder. The End.

Monday, October 12, 2009

you....yes you! =)

everythings changinG
from a negative outlook to a positive
from a frown to a smile
from having doubts, to knowing that it's right
from wasting time, to meaningful effort.
from having nothing, to having someone.
from a lonely feeling, to that special feeling.
from sleep to no sleeep(who needs sleep? (= hahha jk)

Beautiful - "the good B word."

Saturday, September 26, 2009

I hate.....

...when people who brag and tell stories about them getting drunk or high, and think they're hella cool. The funny thing is most of them probably just started this past summer and they think they're hardcore.

...when people lie to me, especially the ones who are close to me. Keep in mind that a white lie IS STILL A LIE.

...inconsiderate people who take advantage of me at school just because I can drive....and then treat me like crap.

...people who talk to me on the internet, but ignore me in person.

...senior year

...myself most of the time

...a lot of other stuff lol

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

good news and bad news

bad news: i hate senior year.

good news: shes cuuute.

bye

Monday, August 31, 2009

current mood about things

so everything's been kinda bipolar. Sometimes i don't even know if i should be content or depressed about my current situation. Something tells me I should be happy about a lot of things, but sometimes i tell myself that i can never accomplish anything great, because honestly, til this day i have not done anything that puts a smile on this face. I'm basically a failure. Ive been given so many opportunities to do such great things, but i never follow up with them and i end up blocking myself from success. It happens all the time. I always give up on things that I know will make me happy. This makes me laugh.



never give up hahhaha. keep this in mind lagman

Sunday, August 30, 2009

so like....

there's this girl and i just recently noticed how cute she is....................cgfhjkbvcgjhjvcgfhjkcghgfcvhbjklk;jlhgfjhdghvbjhghgbjhn

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

One of the funniest thing that ever happened in my life.

It's still so clear to me. I remember it was back in 7th grade in washington manor when Kevin Wong, Hanz, Ashawndas, and I, were chillin' outside of Mr. Murphy's classroom to spend the last minutes of the period. 
It all started when mah nigga Ashawndas was punkin' hella niggas, and purposely ran into Kevin. Kevinresponded by trying to get him back and started chasing him across the blacktop. It was hilarious to see some chinese 7th grader with a 30 year old mustache running after a black guy. Especially with Kevin's polo shirt flapping from the wind. Actually, it wasn't just funny. It was fuckin HILARIOUS. Anyways, kevin ended up tripping on someones foot. I think it was some chico named Victor. Here comes the funniest part! Kevin fell and was rolling across the blacktop for like 5 MINUTES!! i swear. It's way funnier to see some chinese 7th grader rolling on the floor for 5 minutes than just running. OMGAAAAHD NIGGA. 
After Kevin finally stopped rolling, he got up quietly with a sad look on his face. Hanz and I couldn't help but to laugh heavily. Man i couldn't even breathe (you know me and my retarded laugh). We actually laughed longer than he rolled. Kevin walked up to us slowly while we were still laughing. When he got closer, we started to laugh even harder. His pants were ripped and had holes in them. Maaaaaaaaaaan i felt bad, but i couldn't stop laughing. 
It may not seem funny to other people, but its one of those things where you have to be there. Lmao I love you Kevin.