so everything's been kinda bipolar. Sometimes i don't even know if i should be content or depressed about my current situation. Something tells me I should be happy about a lot of things, but sometimes i tell myself that i can never accomplish anything great, because honestly, til this day i have not done anything that puts a smile on this face. I'm basically a failure. Ive been given so many opportunities to do such great things, but i never follow up with them and i end up blocking myself from success. It happens all the time. I always give up on things that I know will make me happy. This makes me laugh.

never give up hahhaha. keep this in mind lagman